Diary of a Gay - Reflection of Himself (facts)

Diary of a Gay - Reflection of Himself (facts)

Dear Diary ... My name is Taylor, I'm 15 years old and live in São Paulo, I am going through a difficult time in my life ... My family is very conservative and I have a feeling that I'm not like other boys my age, and I actually feel happy to look and wish other kids my age. Yesterday I met a very new student cat, my friends also thought he was cute ... Need to find out his name and age ...
How can I like boys? Why I do not like sports? These are questions that I have no answer ... small since I am attracted to men, still in a relationship I had with only boys with girls, but I feel something is missing, no attractive or footprint ... I am romantic but also a taste of something stronger.
I've dated three girls but I feel confused people say I should date girls I feel more attracted to boys, am I going against God and my family? Or am I just having a phase? Is it normal to love differently? These questions go to my head ...

Even More ... I'll try to find out more about the new student ....